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PissedOffPoet
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Name: PissedOffPoet
Country: South Africa
Gender: Female
Interests: Playing basketball, sleeping (oh wait thats a necessity), surfing the net (no that's an addiction), ummm watching a lot of TV and just plain chilling.
Expertise: Cynisism, narcissism, stupidity, laziness, indifference, pessimism, depression, boredom, materialism, lethargy, tedium, hypocrisy, monotony, dissatisfaction, loneliness, volatile, ignorance, temperament, rage, discrimination, strangeness. You guys get the point?
Occupation: Dude, I just passed my CTA yea
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/15/2003
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| The last few days have been sort of hard for me. Been kinda having these insane, not very humane, thoughts. Was going crazy. And I'm not just saying that. I really was losing it. I would have one thought, and in the very next say to myself: OMG. Are you crazy? I think I finally have a grip on it though. Came home tonight from Sanchia's and felt normal again. Started feeling like everything's going to be ok. Now if only these constant headaches and stomach cramps would just cease. "I just want to have sex. (Pause) Oh, you mean my character?" - Lisa Edelstein on being asked what she wanted for Cuddy for the new season. | | |
| Fuck this, fuck that. My pain has finally manifest itself into anger. Seriously. No one around to unload to. Where is my person? I have people....but I don't feel like talking to any of them which implies I don't have a person...well not anymore. I know they're THERE for me...but in all honesty they're not gonna help. Maybe I like being the "I'm all alone" emo who constantly bitches about being all alone. Sooo I'm just sort of hurt and angry, but not enough to fill more than a Facebook status line. Which really means what? It means I'm angry but not sure how to explain it beyond a one liner. Well, thats not entirely true - the one liner thing. I know why I'm angry...sort of ...I can sort of explain it beyond one line....but not entirely. But more importantly...I don't know how to unanger myself. "Love is not a victory march. It's a cold and its a broken hallelujah." - Rufus Wainright | | |
| Men suck. And Richard is an asshole. Kelly is a nice girl and all, but Lara is amazing despite all the emotional issues.You don't lead a girl on and mess around with her and give her hope and then commit to another girl afer she has fallen like a rock for you. I don't care how clear he made it to her that he didn't want to commit, the way he carried on with her ...he wsa leading her on. And he used her...after all the shit with Sara...Lara was there for him and he opened up to her. And she thought it was going somewhere. And then she asked him if he still had feelings for Kelly right before she let him in and he lied! And next thing Kelly is single and Lara doesn't exist anymore. I've lost all respect for Richard. It's like the whole Ray/Shelly/Cammy triangle. Granted Shel and I don't acknowledge each other's existence anymore, but I still maintain Ray's a fool. Just like Richard. "The strands in your eyes that colour them wonderful stop me and steal my breath away." - Edwin McCain | | |
| Ok I been working for two weeks flat out. Saturdays...Sundays....weekdays from 8 - 10pm. I'm drained. The deadlines aren't funny...they're just plain stupid. Then there's all the issues. So today was suppose to be my last day but I need to clear up a few things and I offered to clear someone else's review notes. And the supervisor wants to allocate me some supervisor work which would be cool cuz I'd learn something. So then today wasn't my last day there. We were suppose to be finished with the client today....and then they were gonna take us bowling but because they're stuff is so fucked up we 're there next week. They better take us fucking bowling!! Hehe. They don't like us and we dont like them ...well upper management anyway. I get along pretty well with the clerks and stuff. Never thought I;d say that! Considering working for an oil company when I'm done but we'll see. Total treasury looks pretty cool and the ppl that work there are awesome! Anyway, old gay Eugene is hitting on Sheldon...hahah. All the girls at Total and Eugene hitting on Sheldon. Shame we give him so much beans about it. So yeah today was odd...I was in such a good mood after lunch. Despite the stupid payroll dude hitting on me and the HR accountant saying she might miss me. HAHAH. After all the shit I gave her it was sorta sweet. And the treasury lady hitting on me...well "hitting". Hahah.... good times.....then laughing about Eugene with the entire treasury department. Then it was dinner with the usual...Pei, La, Jits and Fred at the Baron on Fredman drive. Was fun. Am pooped. "Me: Michelle, Chonelle.
Michelle and Chonelle: Estelle.
All: giggling." | | |
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